November 24, 2024 Generosity Sermon Week 4 Matthew 19:16-30

 The story of the rich young man who comes to Jesus and asks what he must do to inherit eternal life makes us very uneasy.  Are we to sell everything and give it to the poor?  Are we damned for eternity because we will not do this thing?  But if we do, then how are we to live?  And won’t every one of our family and friends think we’re some sort of religious nut?

Well, I’m not going to try to make the text comfortable for us.  It is intended to make us uncomfortable and keep us in that place.  During November we’ve been using materials from the national church for a stewardship drive on generosity.  This text was not chosen as a way to get people to sell all their stuff and give all their money to their church.  This text was chosen because underneath it is a great lesson in generosity.

Let’s remind ourselves about this rich young man.  It is always easy to picture him as haughty, arrogant, and elite.  Possibly we picture him as greedy or shrewd.  Whatever the case, it is easy to picture him as someone other than ourselves; who has obvious flaws because of his wealth.  But you’ll remember me saying this every time we look at one of the Bible’s stories about this guy, those images are a mistake.  What picture should come to mind when we read about this guy?  It should be a picture of perfection.  He is the kind of guy every parent wants their child to marry.  He is a young adult who is smart, handsome, and kind.  He is wealthy.  He is not a playboy but virtuous with his wealth.  He genuinely cares about his neighbors.  He probably gives generously to local charities.  He sponsors the local soccer team.  He’s an all-around great guy.  You want him in your neighborhood. 

We’re not supposed to play favorites when visitors come to this congregation for worship, but we do it anyway.  If this guy walked in the door many people would be paying attention to him. He’d be clean cut, well dressed, and have an authentic air of graciousness.  People would be inviting him to sign the guest book, come to coffee hour, and come to worship next week.  People would be lining up to tell me about him and tell me to get in touch with him.  He is conscientious, authentic, humble, agreeable… you name it.  Or to sum him up in one word, perfect.

            Jesus says, “If you wish to be perfect, go, sell your possessions and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, follow me.”

            You can bet the jaws of the disciples dropped when they heard Jesus give him that answer.  Here was the perfect disciple of Jesus.  He would be the poster boy of their movement.  Think of him as the image of what an ideal follower of Jesus would be!  If this guy can’t make it no one can.  The disciples ask, “Then who can be saved.”  Jesus gives the answer: It is impossible, but for God all things are possible.

            So how does any of this have anything to do with generosity?  It all sounds like absurdity!  That is where our minds go with this text.  But we easily overlook what sets up the whole scene.  This perfect young man comes to Jesus and asks, “What good deed must I do to inherit eternal life?”  This man, perfect as he is, is trying to enter into a transactional type of life with God.  This man will do his part to please God.  God, in turn, will repay him with eternal life.  This young man will be able to hold his head high – not in arrogance or haughtiness.  (I suspect there was a genuine humility to him.  He wasn’t arrogant or boastful or rude.  He comes to Jesus with respect and addresses Jesus as any good Jew would address a well-known rabbi.  He calls Jesus “Teacher.”)  The man would hold his head high because he is a model of the good life for others to emulate.  I believe you can do that with gracious humility.

            Jesus, though, will have nothing to do with this transactional model of discipleship.  He points out the flaw in this man’s self-understanding.  Jesus says, “Why do you ask me about what is good?”  Notice a key word there: what.  What is good?  Jesus goes on, “There is only one who is good.”  It’s not about what is good.  It is about who is good.  God alone is that who.

            This young man, wonderful as he undoubtedly is, was focusing on the what.  As long as he did that he would not focus on the who.

            Any time our lives are based on the what we’re living in a transactional relationship.  That’s not necessarily evil.  The ‘what’ of utility bills and food and the necessities of life are not bad.  But they are not the path to eternal life.  We make a mistake if we think doing the what right has salvific importance.  It doesn’t.  That was the man’s mistake.  It is impossible to do the what of life well enough to earn eternal life.  Jesus makes it very clear.  You can’t get to heaven.  It's impossible.  It’s a camel going through the eye of a needle.  It is about the who of eternal life because for God the impossible is possible.

            When we can focus on the who then authentic generosity with the what comes.

            With daylight hours being short at this time of year it is a good time to do some stargazing.  No matter how early you go to bed, the stars are almost certainly out.  Perhaps you know many of the constellations and can identify whatever planets may be up in the sky.  Perhaps you just gaze at the moon with it’s brightness and detail.  Stargazing is a good way to realize just how big God is as the Who behind it all.

            I didn’t like Carl Sagan and Neil Degrasse Tyson and other scientists who simplify and belittle Christian beliefs so they can dismiss them.  But these personalities indeed do a good job of inspiring wonder in us and help us to realize the enormity of the universe.  Billions of galaxies.  Trillions of stars.  A universe so vast that we can’t even see across it even if given billions of years for light to travel.  Let there be no doubt about it.  The Who of the universe is big.

            We humans are stuck here.  We can get to the moon for a short time.  I know we’re trying to get humans to Mars in a bit over a decade, but there are serious problems with that.  And while I want to say that nothing is impossible, there is simply no way we’ll ever be able to launch radiation protected spacecraft with significant energy on board to ever get a human past Mars alive.  In the scope of this universe we don’t even count as dust.  Our ideas of powerfulness are ludicrous.

            There’s nothing in the what of life that can please or impress God.  But we can be in awe of the Who of the universe who has put importance upon us creatures of dust.

            St. Paul reminded the Philippians of this when he wrote, “Christ Jesus, though he was in the from of God did not regard equality with God as something to be exploited but emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, being born in human likeness.  And being found in human form, he humbled himself and became obedient to the point of death – even death on a cross.”  (Philippians 2:6-8)

            God’s love for us is pure gift.  God not only creates us and sees us, God also came to be with us in Jesus – the Incarnation.  Then as Paul tells the Corinthians, God doesn’t even just come to visit us for a while and then leave.  Jesus certainly could have ascended without having to be crucified.  But Jesus does die at the hands of us creatures of dust.  God has been very generous with us – ultimately generous.

            Do we owe it to God to be generous towards each other in return?  You could certainly make that argument!  But that would be missing the point.  Jesus didn’t tell the young man that he owed it to God to sell everything and follow him.  His instructions were nothing about owing at all.  A relationship with God is not about owing things.  A good and “perfect” relationship with God is being in awe of God’s generosity.

            None of us ever reaches that perfectly.  We’ll always have our doubts and fears.  But I think keeping God’s generosity in the front of our minds shapes the way we do everything else.

            Finally, God knows full well that we need the whats of life.  Jesus said to his disciples, “Everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or fields, for my name’s sake, will receive a hundredfold, and will inherit eternal life.”  (Matthew 19:29)  For the original readers of Matthew this was comforting news.  The decision to follow Jesus had cost them close relatives – relatives they depended upon for survival.  The church, then, would take the place of those essential relationships.  Generally we are not forced into such a situation.  But the blessings should be real for us.  Our faith community is God’s community.  It is a community that asks for our generosity and should be able to reflect our generosity in the world.

November 17, 2024 Generosity Sermon Week 3 2 Corinthians 8:1-9

             In this month of worship services for our 2025 stewardship drive about generosity this is the first week our main Bible reading is directly about generosity.  In 2 Corinthains we read that Paul is telling the church in Corinth about the generosity of the Christians in Macedonia.  The Christians in Macedonia were almost certain the ones in the city of Philippi, which gives us the biblical book called Philippians.

            I may be taking a backwards approach to this, but before we get to why the Macedonians were models of generosity I think it is good to know what they’re being generous about.  That was the collection Paul was making to assist people who were living in famine around Jerusalem.  The reason is important.  There are lots of people and organizations ask us for money or support of some kind.  No matter how generous you are, you can’t possibly give to everyone who asks.  And you’ve probably noticed that if you give to an organization once you’ll be hounded by emails and text messages, as well as old-fashioned mail, asking you to give more.

            Let’s look at some unclear, or outright bad, causes to give to as a way of getting to the good ones.

            You’ve surely encountered people begging in the streets or at intersections.  When I visit someone at Strong Hospital I usually take 490 into Rochester and then get off at the Goodman St. exit.  Quite often there are one or more people standing at the end of the ramp asking for help.  They usually have a homemade sign made of cardboard describing their need.  The sign will say something like, “Homeless.  Anything would help.  God bless.”  Or, “Veteran needs help.”  Or something like that.  It’s usually designed to tug at your heart strings.

            Maybe you feel compelled to give.  Maybe you don’t because you fear you’re enabling them to continue destructive habits.  (I know a number of people who create little care kits that they keep in their car and they can give to beggars.  That way they’re helping a need without being an enabler.  But I’ve seen what happens to those little kits.  They often just get tossed.) Whatever you do, seeing a broken person begging by the side of the road probably makes you feel uncomfortable.  To give feels wrong.  To not give makes you feel like you’re a selfish jerk.  My general rule is that there are a number of ongoing help programs and agencies available.  Support them as they support others, but do not give aid directly.  You’re almost certainly enabling a bad habit.  And yet, if you feel safe and if you dare, make eye contact with the person.  Let them know that you see them and their personhood.  Usually they look away pretty quickly though because they feel uncomfortable too.

            The church gets a fair number of calls from people asking for help.  Their requests usually follow a pattern:  They need money.  It’s usually for rent, car repairs, or travel expenses.  They’ve checked with the local aid agencies and didn’t have any luck.  They have most of the money but not all.  And they have a job but it hasn’t started yet.  If you study the tactics you realize that the stories are usually designed to pull on the values and virtues they expect middle class people have.

            As a church we don’t offer any direct aid other than food.  So the conversations are usually pretty short.  I suggest they call the county.  They’re still heart wrenching conversations though.  What always comes to mind is Jesus saying when you did not do it to one of these least of these you did not do it to me.  Ugh.

            Of course there’s also all sorts of ads on TV or the internet asking you to support: disabled veterans, children’s hospitals, or animal shelters.  I’m not in a position to make judgments on any of that sort of thing.  Many are good and worthy causes to support.  What I will say is to definitely be generous outside of your own family and friends in substantial ways.  But we’ll come back to that.

            What is the need going on behind Paul’s appeal to the Corinthians for aid?  What made the Macedonians so eager to help?

            Acts 11, as well as a number of historical sources, note that there was a severe famine in and around Jerusalem in the late 40s of the first century.  This was a crisis.  But it would not be an ongoing problem.  Or, it wouldn’t be an ongoing problem if aid was sent soon.

            Famines were not unusual in ancient times.  Droughts, destructive storms, locust plagues, and any number of things could cause a famine.  If you were in an area experiencing a famine you pretty much had two choices if you wanted to survive.  One was to buy food.  But food was scarce so everyone wanted to buy food.  This was not a simple supply and demand sort of situation.  Remember, they did not have well developed roads or canals.  There was no reliable transportation system that could transport vast quantities of anything.  Use the Erie Canal as an example.  Before it was built it took three weeks to ship cargo from New York to Buffalo.  After it was built it took eight days.  Before it was built I understand it cost $90 to ship a ton of cargo from New York to Buffalo.  Afterward it cost $4 for that same ton of cargo.

            So, if you have to ship almost all the food necessary into a populated area you’re shipping a lot of food!  All of that food is expensive!  The famine will surely come to an end in time, but in the mean time food was going to be cripplingly expensive!

            If you couldn’t buy food during a famine your other choice was to move away until it ended.  But that was a disastrous choice.  If you moved what would you do for a living?  If you were a skilled tradesperson you’d hope to move somewhere that you could get employment.  When the famine was over would you be able to move back?  Wouldn’t someone else have likely moved into your house?

            If you were a farmer or rancher it was even worse.  If you move away you can’t just simply move back when the famine was over.  What would you do with any livestock?  And when the famine was over you weren’t going to return to fields ripe for harvesting.  You’d have to plant them and wait for crops to grow.  Yet you couldn’t stay to plant because there was no food!

            A famine was a limited time event with very long-term consequences.  It could even take generations to recover, or recovery might not be possible at all.  A famine would create permanent poverty for many people.

            However, having money to buy the expensive food for the short-term duration of the famine changed everything.  St. Paul had traveled to Jerusalem and met with church leaders there.  He knew about the famine and had decided to ask the churches he had founded for support.  An infusion of cash in the short term would create lasting benefits for many.  There was little debate about whether the cause was worthy or whether it was enabling destructive behavior or laziness.  It was clearly a good cause.

            The Macedonians who were either relatively poor, or perhaps deeply poor, responded immediately with great generosity.  The Corinthians, who were well-to-do by comparison, weren’t opening their wallets any too wide.  Paul was not impressed.

            The way he writes to the Corinthians you can tell he is trying to guilt them into giving more.  But that is not his preferred way to get people to give support

            Guilt can be a powerful motivator.  But it can only be used short term, and it causes quite a bit of resentment.  Any time someone tries to guilt you into doing something you aren’t happy about it.  Ultimately guilt is not an effective long-term motivator.  A lot of political activists never seem to learn that.

            Paul wants genuine generosity from the Corinthians the same way it was genuine from the Macedonians.  And that should be the same reason for our generosity.  Generosity like that is lasting.  It is satisfying.  It is even joyful.  St. Paul tells the Corinthians that in Macedon, “during a severe ordeal of affliction, their abundant joy and their extreme poverty have overflowed in a wealth of generosity on their part.”  He says the Macedonians found it to be a privilege to be able to help.

            That is generosity based on a genuine desire to give.  It is not based on guilt.

            What is underneath the Macedonian’s genuine interest in giving is God’s love.  They know they are deeply and solidly loved by God.  Despite their having little, they know that God’s love is bottomless.  There wells up within them an authentic sense of happiness.  It is a root of true faithfulness and satisfaction.

Sure, some times are good.  Some times are bad.  Sometimes it feels like you take two steps forward and one step back.  Or sometimes it may feel like you take only one step forward and two steps back.  Life is that way.  Things are seldom straightforward or easy.  But when deep inside you there is an awareness of God’s abounding grace for you – that grace that says you are forever: valuable, and good, and capable regardless of what the world says about you – then you are living a truly meaningful life.

Life is supposed to be that way.  At least God wants it that way.  God wants us to feel deep contentment within ourselves.  We should feel good.  We should feel like we have value and are important.  We should feel fulfilled.  When we have that all comes together.  All obstacles can be overcome.  And endless supply of energy always bubbles up.

That is not to say it will be easy.  There will be hardship, pain, uncertainty and setbacks.  There always are.

As we are in our stewardship drive for 2025 I’d like to say that you should be generous to the church because collectively we do many great things for the community and for God’s kingdom.  I think we do.  I think this church is a worthwhile investment.  But I wouldn’t want to guilt you into anything.  Guilt is of limited value.  What I’d really want for you is to feel God’s love and grace the way the Macedonians did.  Everything came together for them.  Fullness of life creates genuine generosity.

May you feel God’s love in you and may it bring you joy and genuine generosity.

November 10, 2024 Generosity Sermon Week 2 Acts 2:41-47

             Planning today’s worship services was a lot like trying to dock a boat.  If you’ve ever docked a boat you know it isn’t exactly hard but it can take some practice.  Unlike parking a car where you have a solid object connected to the solid earth, docking a boat is trying to control a solid object that is moving on a liquid.  The current in the water affects what you’re trying to do.  The current may be variable.  Similarly there may be wind you have to compensate for, and that may be variable too.  Plus there’s the fact that the slower a boat goes the less maneuverable it is.  And add in that when you’re docking the water is probably shallow so you raise the boat propeller up, which gives you even less control!  Still though,

with a bit of practice it isn’t hard.  You just have to be ready to respond to the unknown.

I say that’s what planning this worship service was like because, while our Sunday morning worship services are usually in development about a month or two out, the exact details of the service come together the Wednesday before.  You’ll remember well that last Tuesday was the election.  Results were coming in on Wednesday.  People’s reactions were all over the place.  Some were happy and excited.  Some were angry, scared, or confused.  As the dean of our conference I was also in touch with people from other congregations and the pastors.  Then there’s also that ever present dynamic of American society where people’s feelings change, and fast.  They feel strongly one day.  They feel different the next.  Usually about the third day they’ve forgotten all about it and are on to something else.

So, on a Wednesday how do you know what it will be like on a Sunday?  Like docking a boat where you have a solid object moving on top of a liquid, the solid form of the worship service is moving on an ever changing liquid.

There’s also the stewardship drive on generosity and the Acts 2 text chosen for today.  We want to stay on track for that too.  Fortunately it all comes together fairly well.

In Acts 2 the earliest followers of Jesus sell their possessions and hold all things in common.  Many people have interpreted that to mean that Jesus and the early church promoted communism.  While that interpretation is popular, I do not think that is what is intended.  Despite the fact that Jesus talked about money more than any other topic, he never promoted communism or any economic system we would recognize today.  What we do find in Jesus’ teachings and throughout the New Testament can be summed up in four things: work hard, be generous, don’t be exploitative, and don’t be lazy.

If there is any economic system at work at all it is an ancient Jewish one.  The ancient Jews believed that all things were God’s property and they were to use them accordingly.  As best I can interpret, that’s the only economic policy promoted in the Bible. 

There is an important and powerful thing at work underlying the text in Acts where the disciples are living with common things.  It’s powerful, but subtle.

Even though I don’t think it is a fair interpretation of the Acts text, for the sake of understanding that powerful thing, let’s look at how communism always ends up working.

            Since we’ve talked about boats in water, I have here a big basin with water in it.  Water is unstable.  It will take the shape of whatever container you put it in.  If I try to pick some up with my hand it will pretty quickly trickle away.  Water will seep through every tiny hole and crack.  If I take my hand and press down upon the surface of the water, what will happen?  Will the water resist?  Not really.  It will give way to my hand.  I’ll get a bit of buoyancy since my hand is less dense than the water, but that is it.  The water is a liquid and it will swirl around.  My hand will easily press through the water until I hit the solid bottom of the bowl.

            I believe that anyone who tries to construct a communist nation, or even a small community, is facing the problem like the instability of water.  Communist ideologies rest on the idea that there is some sort of overarching virtue in people that can be counted upon to become dominant.  While indeed, there are many good things that will come to the surface, they never actually dominate.  Some people in any society will work hard.  You can count on them.  They are conscientious and dependable.  Other people are lazy and exploitative.  They’re also clever.  They’ll invent aches, pains, complications, and all sorts of excuses so they don’t have to work.  Good luck trying to stay ahead of them!  Ultimately a sizeable portion of the population will try to find ways to extract value from others without providing the same value from themselves. 

Plus, most people are very skilled liars.  Polite society relies on a lot of people lying.  Oh, these aren’t conniving evil lies, but they are lots of times you pretend to like someone you don’t like.  Or you pretend to be interested in what someone is saying even though that person is boring.  Or you compliment someone on something even though they didn’t do a very good job.  It’s all part of civil, polite society.  But of course it can be darker.

Last week I was reading an article by 20^th century theologian Reinhold Niebuhr.  He wrote about the way many people who are idealists, and think humanity is improving, are kidding themselves.  He said that many people will put on the façade of niceness, or inclusivity, or equality, or political correctness, or whatever social expectations the segment of society they are in expects, but it’s not real.  They’re still driven by selfish ambitions and they’ve found that the best way to get their selfish ends met is to embrace whatever it is that is socially acceptable.  They’ll even appear selfless for selfish ends if selflessness is considered a virtue.

            Many people continue to believe that somehow with proper education, and emotional responsiveness, and safety that a virtuousness will rise up within most people.  They say that if we can empower that, then human society will be: better, kinder, and gentler.

            Not so.  These people need to read some things from St. Augustine, who over 1600 years ago was writing about the way people are always driven by their needs and desires – not about altruism or some sort of reliable inherent goodness.  Augustine was not saying that people are always bad.  But he was saying that society is driven by complex factors and you can’t expect people to know and do the right and loving thing if it’s against their own self interest.

            Common ownership of all things based on virtuousness and sense that people within themselves will just have this upwelling of selfless love within them just won’t work.

            So, what is going on with the Acts text?  Is it a myth?  Is it a lie?  No.  There is a strong uniting force holding them together.

            Let’s do a middle school science demonstration on hydraulics.  I got the idea after helping Tom Urbanic last week with the church’s snow plow truck.  We’ve been having trouble with the hydraulic system that controls the plow.

            A liquid in a bowl will always just squish around to accommodate whatever you put in it.  It’s like human society based on goodness.  But liquids don’t always just squish all over the place.  Contain them and they can do forceful things.  That is the principle behind hydraulics.

            I have here two syringes connected by a plastic tube.  In the tube is water and there are no air bubbles.  If I press down on the one syringe the water cannot compress and it cannot squish out anywhere.  The only thing it can do is travel down the tube and push the other syringe up.  Similarly, if I pull back the other syringe will be sucked back down.  I can go fast, or slow, or however I want.  The water is contained in the tube and it has to respond.  This is only cheap plastic tube and plastic syringes.  On the church’s plow truck the components are steel and reinforced hosing.  Thousands of pounds can be lifted.  If you contain liquids you can control them very well.

            There was a powerful controlling, limiting, and unifying force among the early converts to Christianity.  They weren’t joined together by having a sharing spirit.  They weren’t a happy little utopian community where virtues reign.  It wasn’t goodness that unified them.  In fact, it was the recognition of the opposite!  The powerful unifying container around them was sinfulness.  If there was any virtue at all it was a common need for repentance.  I don’t mean the type of repentance where they all feel bad about themselves before God.  I mean the sort of repentance where they know of God’s generosity towards them.  They knew that the great and powerful creator of the universe loved them and chose them to do His work.  They didn’t deserve that honor.  Their community was no great collection of virtue.  It was a collection of people united in their knowledge that they needed God.

            Trying to be good on your own or as a community will result in water squishing all over the place.  United by a common recognition that they are sinners who don’t deserve it, and if left to their own would become manipulative and exploitative, they are powerfully held together.

            Gathered here today, we are not united in political party, or immigration policy, or economic strategy, or a common view of war or virtue.  We are not united in finances, race, gender, age, or anything like that.  We are united in our common recognition that if left to ourselves we would turn away from God.  But God calls us back and holds onto us tightly.

            Would it work for us to all sell our possessions and live communally?  I doubt it.  Would virtue reign?  I doubt that even more!  But the common bond of our need for God’s grace is a powerful uniter.  It makes us a solid and effective force.  We do share common ownership of this space.  We do generously share of our earnings to support this property, which is used by many in the community, and to support our staff salaries, and to create worship services, and support missionaries and all sorts of projects and ministries which are happening all the time.  Some are local.  Some are global.  It is powerful stuff that God provides for us.  We pray that God would always unite us and make us capable of doing all that needs to be done.

November 3, 2024 Generosity Sermon Week 1 John 6:1-15

             Last Wednesday at the men’s breakfast we were talking about the election and concluded that the real motive people have for which candidate they choose is, “What’s in it for me?”

            Now that may sound pretty selfish.  It can be.  It may be most often how people choose.  But it doesn’t necessarily have to be overly greedy.  You’re going to vote according to what is best for you.  It’s hard to vote in a way that hurts you, no matter how good or moral it may be. 

            Consider this.  Let’s say you live in an average three bedroom house in Victor.  You have the standard two-bathrooms, a yard, and some landscaping.  It’s on a nice street with nice neighbors.  You’ve lived in the house for years and just got done paying off the mortgage.  It’s been a big investment and it has taken a lot of work to own it.  Then a proposal comes along to build a large complex of low-income housing nearby.  You conclude, probably with good reason, that crime will go up.  Less friendly neighbors will be moving in.  And you know full well it’s going to lower your house’s value; probably by a lot.  Now the good Christian thing to do is to welcome the new development.  It will allow people to come into a great neighborhood.  More people can come into the excellent school system in Victor.  They’ll be able to do so affordably.  But when you consider that you’ve just worked hard for years and years, and that hard earned value is going to just evaporate, you’re at best going to swallow hard before you’d vote for such a project.

            Similarly, let’s say you have a million dollars in retirement savings.  Legislation that would serious curb climate change comes along.  But it’s going to make any number of investments tank, and your retirement savings is projected to drop by $600,000.  Are you going to vote for the candidate who backs such legislation?  It’s going to be tough!

            Even kind hearted people with all the right motives feel serious pressure to vote in their best interest!

            So now let’s turn to our gospel reading.  It’s actually a perfect text to read right before election day.  Jesus feeds thousands and thousands of people.  They all get their bellies full.  It’s a free lunch!  Everyone is excited.  Remember, food takes serious effort in those days.  Without mechanized agriculture it takes almost as many calories to plant, sow, harvest, thresh, and mill a bushel of wheat as you get from that bushel of wheat.  Free food is an incredible event!  Imagine being a person in those days when most of your time and energy is spent in acquiring food.  Then someone comes along and you can just get food… no cost, no expenditure of energy!

            Look at the last verse of our gospel reading.  The crowd wants to come and take Jesus and make him king by force.  Here’s a leader you could vote for who would truly be good!  He delivers on what he promises.  None of this: he says whatever he has to say in order to get you to vote for him and then he fails to do it.  If you look at both our presidential candidates you realize that both of them have made big promises there is no way they can make good on.  In an election you have to fool the majority of voters, or convince them that your opponent is truly bad.

            The feeding of the 5000 is truly a miracle.  It’s the only miracle of Jesus that is in all four of the gospels.  Each gospel tells it a slightly different way.  John’s gospel has one unique thing.  In the other three gospels Jesus give the bread and fish to the disciples and they distribute it them to the crowds.  Let’s call it having a support staff.  But in John’s gospel Jesus distributes all the food directly from himself.  Now the timing gets impossible.  John tells us the crowd numbered about 5000 in all.  Now if Jesus spent just three seconds giving each person food, which is an impossibly short time, it would take almost five hours to feed them all.  I can’t see people being too happy having to wait 5 hours for food!  Most likely it would take a whole day and then some.  The first people would be hungry again before the last people were served.

            I can’t scientifically account for John’s time frame.  But John isn’t worried about counting time.  He’s making a theological point.  The point is that each and every person got direct and personal contact and feeding from Jesus.

            A very important part of John’s gospel is Jesus’ presence.  Jesus abides.  The hymn Abide with Me comes from John’s gospel.  John wants every person to feel Jesus’ abiding presence within them.

            Jesus hosts two meals in John’s gospel.  The first one is here – the Feeding of the 5000.  The second one you won’t be able to guess correctly unless you’re an uncommonly good scholar of John.  We might be tempted to say that the next meal Jesus hosts is the Last Supper with his disciples.  But, interestingly enough, as John tells the story of the Last Supper Jesus washes the disciples’ feet, but they never actually get around to eating.  There’s no, “This is my body,” “This is my blood” stuff in John’s account of the Last Supper.  The next meal Jesus hosts involves another miracle of abundance.  It happens after the resurrection.  It’s the scene where the disciples have decided to go fishing again.  Now we’ll remember that the disciples were told to go out and proclaim the good news to the world after the resurrection, but they weren’t exactly doing that.  They decided to go back to their old way of life, at least the old way of life for some of them – fishing.

            You know the story.  They fish all night.  They catch nothing.  Dawn breaks.  They’ve caught nothing.  Jesus is along the shore but they don’t recognize him.  He says to them, “Children, you have no fish, have you?”  Nope.  They don’t.  Then he says, “Cast the net on the right side of the boat and you will find some.”  As if the fish have all been avoiding the left side of the boat all night.  We know well that this is ridiculous fishing advice!  But, these expert professional fishermen do what this guy walking along the shore suggests.  They through the net out on the other side of the boat.  And immediately the net is so full of fish they can’t haul it in.  The story goes that they’re only about 300 feet from shore so they just drag it up onto the shore.  John tells us they caught 153 fish.  That number is probably significant.  153 is roughly the number of known nations at the time.  So this is symbolically catching all the nations.

            After the great catch the disciples come up on shore and we read that Jesus took bread and gave it to them, and he did the same with the fish.  Again, this is the second meal Jesus provides.  Once again it is bread and fish.

            The point of this story of abundance is Jesus’ presence.  Jesus is abiding with them.  With Jesus’ presence they can do all things.  They can do miraculous things.  Without Jesus they can do nothing.

            We’re talking about generosity this month as part of our stewardship drive.  The abiding nature of Jesus says a lot about generosity.  If you feel Jesus’ presence in your life then it probably isn’t too hard to be generous.  You know that Jesus is with you.  Jesus promises to abide with us always; now and into eternity.

But if you don’t feel Jesus’ presence then it is hard to be generous.  We do live in a world of limited resources.  Our politicians know that well.  Getting elected is really all about promising people more of the limited resources that are available; or getting people the resources they think they deserve.  Pretty much all wars are fought over resources: getting energy, land, valuable metals, luxuries.  You name it.  Yes, when resources are scarce it is hard to feel generous.  Giving anything, anything at all, is hard.  You do it grudgingly, sparingly, or with calculation.  You have a generous spirit only when having a generous spirit is calculated to get you a return.  Jesus talks about that several time – about giving only to get in return is not truly giving.

It is indeed hard to be authentically generous if you don’t feel Jesus’ abiding presence.  If you do feel it, being generous is pretty natural.  The good news is that there are ways to feel Jesus’ presence.  They aren’t exactly easy though.  The world is always offering tempting alternatives for you to spend your limited resources on.  But commitments to prayer, worship, Bible study, and Christian community have always been solid ways to feel Jesus’ abiding presence.

Though the world has limits, tells lies, and is exploitative; goodness, generosity, faithfulness, and integrity are all yours through our Lord Jesus Christ.  He is with us always and promises to provide.