“Grace,
mercy, and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord.” (2 Timothy 1:2b) These are the greeting words that we read in
2 Timothy a few minutes ago. We probably
didn’t pay much attention to them. They
are, after all, ‘church words’ found in the Bible. It’s the kind of thing biblical authors
say. But let’s not run by these words too
quickly; for they are, in fact, (or they should be) very problematic for us.
The
first word is grace. That’s definitely a
church word. We don’t use it often
outside of church. Perhaps we come
across it in insurance when we talk about a grace period after payment is
due. And that is indeed
appropriate. Grace means unearned
favor. It means that someone likes you,
or approves of you, or gives you benefits even though you haven’t earned them;
or earned them yet.
The
second word is mercy. Mercy is not a
word used by an innocent person. If
you’re in a court of law you don’t beg the judge or the jury for mercy unless
you’re guilty. You’ve done something
wrong. Consequences are coming. And you’re asking to have them lightened or
lifted.
The
third word is peace. We use that word
quite often. May people use it as a
greeting or as a goodbye. It means an
absence of open hostility. It means that
you’ll work together for a common goal.
Okay,
so what? Paul wishes Timothy grace,
mercy, and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord. What’s the big deal?
The
big deal is why? If St. Paul, perhaps
the greatest missionary of the early church, is writing to St. Timothy, another
of the greatest missionaries in the early church, why is he starting off with
grace, mercy, and peace. Isn’t Timothy
already a super holy guy? He’s called a
saint after all. Why would a saint need
grace, mercy, and peace? Isn’t he good
enough to deserve to be in God’s good books?
Here
is where these words start to cause us problems.
I’m
not an expert in medieval Christianity, but there seems to have developed a
belief among them that the saints were super holy people whose lives had built
up an abundance of goodness before God.
It was like the saints were super savers who during their lifetimes had
amassed huge amounts of goodness in heavenly bank accounts.
Then
there were ordinary people - sinners like you and me - who just plain messed up
all the time. Our lifetime heavenly bank
accounts were in negative territory. So
we’d pray to the saints to let some of their goodness out of their bank
accounts and come into ours. If you’re a
fan of the Netflix series The Good Place you get the idea.
My
example oversimplifies things. It wasn’t
that simple, but that was the general idea.
It was a popular idea because it preserved a sense of universal
justice. People did good and bad
things. In order for God to let you into
heaven you had to have a positive balance.
If you came up short you weren’t totally lost. There were ways to get help.
But
what does it mean when two of the greatest early saints start off with the
words: grace, mercy, and peace? Of all
people, wouldn’t these hero missionaries of the early church have an abundance
of goodness before God to draw from?
What does it mean when even the biggest of saints have negative balances
before God and need to depend upon God’s grace and mercy?
In
art the saints are usually depicted with halos.
They are depicted as looking down upon us and teaching us how to be
righteous. How often have you seen art
where the saints are also looking up and begging for mercy? Perhaps there is some art like that, but not
much!
What
does it feel like to you to realize the truth – the truth that before God you
and St. Paul and St. Timothy would all be side by side looking up to God and
asking for grace and mercy?
Most
people, and many who call themselves Christian, and certainly all those who say
of themselves that they are “spiritual” even if they aren’t religious, believe
in a fundamental sense of justice in this world. They believe that good people go to heaven
after they die and bad people are punished.
There’s an understanding of fairness to it all. You get what you deserve.
At a recent pastors’ Bible study the
Rev. Greg Zajac noted something that he heard said at a funeral years ago. A friend of the deceased stood up and said,
“I’m sure he’s in heaven. He was the
kind of guy who would give you the shirt off his back!”
Interesting thought. It fits with a universal sense of
justice. And it’s 100% pure heresy in
Christianity!
Oh how we struggle with the idea of
God’s grace! Oh how we struggle to
understand what the simple greeting of grace, mercy, and peace really
means! What does it mean when, by our
standards, the best of the best in Christianity still fall abysmally,
hopelessly, short of the righteousness needed to deserve God’s love? What does it mean when the best of the best
still have to rely 100% on God’s grace and mercy?
This is where we have problems. How unfair is this life? We talk about grace but insist that there
still has to be some sort of merit or deserving going into it. Surely God can’t love and forgive the things
that many people do! So we add layers to
it. We say they must repent, they must
realize that what they’re doing is wrong.
Then they will be forgiven.
We say that okay, God’s grace is a
free gift, fine. But then a person has
to actually accept it as a gift in order for it to work.
But don’t you see? In each case we are still wanting to put something
of ourselves into the mix. We want to
have some agency in it, some power, some discretion. That agency gives us a sense of justice.
But what if the whole of humanity is
in a bottomless pit of need that no one, not even the most holy, can ever repay?
The Men’s Breakfast is watching a
documentary on Martin Luther. They’re at
the part where it talks about Luther hating God for this reality. Luther cries
out to God that it is so fundamentally wrong to be born into this world and
into an unforgivable amount of debt before God.
In time Luther discovers that he got
it all wrong. And where he was wrong was
not some wrong teaching that he had learned in church. The wrong was something within his own understanding. The right was grace.
Here’s the thing about grace. The only way you can understand it is to
realize how big of a mess you are, and the world is, and even the greatest of
saints are. It requires understanding
that this fundamental notion of fairness and justice we humans have is just plain
out of sync.
Don’t
bad deeds ultimately get punished?
Don’t bad people deserve to go to hell?
What’s the point of being good if it doesn’t mean anything?
These are all basic questions
of humans. The best thing we can do is
just set them all aside. Do not fret
over them. Don’t dwell on them.
Grace, mercy, and peace from one
saint to another means that they both realize these truths:
They
are made in the image of God. Life is a
gift.
God wants good things for all in the world.
God loves humans and the world.
Period. God wants it all back.
God wants it all to live in love without any regard to a scoresheet.
That is grace.
As we celebrate those who have died
and gone on before us on this All Saints Sunday we actually celebrate the
complete freedom and liberation from our understanding of justice. Wonderful as our minds, our logic, our sense
of justice is, we run up against a truth no one will deny. No one is good enough to live forever. By logic death wins, hands down, always;
saint and sinner alike.
By God’s grace, mercy, and peace,
death is not a winner at all. By God’s
grace, mercy, and peace, you win. Accept
and believe that. Focus on that. Live that.
Leave all the other questions and problems and justice up to God. For God’s final word is that you are a saint
he wishes to save.
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